My experience with dating.

So yeah, this is kinda my first blog and its about dating, you may be asking "Yoshi, Why is this your first blog you make?"

And well its cus recently someone i've known from sometime like a year or so, they got a boyfriend, and I'm happy for them.

Plus I'm not giving names as thats too much to say to somebody I dont know, unless you're one of my close friends reading this, but anyways it kinda doesn't help at all, that it happened during my birthday and was driving back home after hanging out with some friends, As I been stuck with the thought on "How can i get someone to love me?" ever since they told me about it.

And well I'm here to talk about that thought about love, and things I've dealt with during my time dating or trying to date.

Talking about "Love on first sight" and a bit of a story time.

So where do i start?

Do you ever hear somebody say "It's love on first sight."?

No? Well I'm gonna talk about it, so while yes it sometimes feels like it as myself had this feeling, but thats always doesn't fully show till you know the person more...

Well for me at least, as i kinda hated this feeling as either it was people that was in the same class with me or very close friends that are already in a relationship, which kinda made me uncomfortable everytime I was close or sitting near to them.

Hell. If I recalled the last time i had this feeling like before my birthday aka it was "Wednesday, April 15" at the time, I seen a friend that never often come by me, and everytime I see them in line for lunch, I run up to them and jump at them just to hug them.

And I know some of yall say "Yoshi, Why do you jump them just to hug them?" and the reason is because they were apart of a old friend group with me and some other friends, and everytime i've seen them i always do that and they didn't mind about it.

but really ever since my school put a new system for lunch this year, which is if you are on the 1st floor you have the first lunch but if you were in 2nd floor then you had 2nd lunch. Which that friend, goes on the 2nd floor on 1st or 2nd block which dont remember what block it was as i've never really paid any attention at all, but as for me?

I was always on first lunch everyday, as my class for the same period on both blocks was a community tech college. so sometimes i saw them or i dont see them at all.

it kinda sucked as the group chat was quiet everyday during this year if i recalled the last msg was at March 18, 2026.*

hey i got an update on this story just finish the rest or skip i dont care, just letting you know.

Times when someone asked me out.

So well these are not as much as i barely had anyone ask me out, there was 3 people who asked me out.

I'm only going to talk about one of them as i dont have much memory about the others.

So I was minding my own business after an event just waiting for bathroom to open up again, and someone that i knew for as long as i was in 3rd grade, came up to me, and they confessed their feelings for me.

I was kinda confused as i had my headphones on and was listening to Frizk mostly their album "Forgotten Arcade" and once i took my headphones off, i didn't know what to say, as i've known them for a bit and well at the time we were didnt really talk to each other.

and i really didn't want to reject them nor have a relationship with them, as at the time I wasn't ready for dating.

so i told them that i wasn't expecting that at all but i wasn't dating anyone for the time being. And they understood, which im glad about, cus ima be so real, it was so uncomfortable for me as i think this was my first time somebody as me out.

and i guess that's all for now, ill see yall in the next blog. later.

Heyo, Yoshi here. well if you saw the "*" near the part talking about "Love on first sight" well this is kinda an updated about it, so about that close friend, i got the confidence to ask them out.

and well before you say "congrats!" or "Yoshi, I'm happy for you!" well, i got rejected for the reason i worried about. That they had a boyfriend, which i was sad about, but i guess thats to just move on or see maybe in the later times. but thats time to tell. ig well ill actually let you guys go. Later.